So I think I have reached one of those points where I have so much to do, with so much at stake, and no time in which to do it. There is no way I can do all of these things at the level that I should. It is impossible. I am not panicking, because I dont think I really have the ability to panic, but it still disturbs me. But, one way or the other, everything will be resolved--either through failure, success, or some half-assed attempt at success--and everything will return to normal. And then it will be on to the next wave, and the next, but thats how it goes so I dont mind.